I think your angel was that force that got you back to the side walk.
what happen that your Dad drove in the ditch,? Glad all of you was not hurt !!! Feel better
Elizabeth

Hello dear;

I just got your notes today (this Monday morning) and read your short notice of closing your journal for awhile. If there's anything, then just email me, alright? Honey, dear ... Jesus said many times that we as Christian (those who believes in Him) must learn to Forgive for whatever that person, family members or a stranger may have done and so on ... I learn to forgive, yes, though very hard sometimes. There's nothing in this world that could have shock me - I've been through so much in the past and so many horrors you can never imagine - only my dear Lord Father above knew what I am or what I did, and who I really am. Yes, God knows us all deep in our hearts ... So, don't worry because I am not going to judge you nor would I judge you - ever - because if I do, then Jesus too, shall judge me for I judging you.

Yes, you can trust me because I am your sister in Christ. Though I admit that I am just a human with many weakness - I am there for you in our Lord Christ's name. Take care and be well. Drop off notes when you come back here, alright?

God Bless U!

Sherry

the last time I did yoga was just a few months back. Very interesting indeed but I could not keep up with it because I am more a very active and having fun type of person. Meaning - I love to do more of a very active sport - I do jogging every evening from Mon - Fri. I live near the forest and so I did this anywhere I can in this place of where I stay. And then twice a week I go to the gym (most of the time with Andrew) - before I get to learn to know him years back I do only jogging and aerobic.Now, I don't do aerobic because I don't have that much time to go there again. Anyway ... who said that you get evil spirit when you do yoga? Is this friend of yours have bad experience doing yoga? Weird though and very funny indeed. Yes, you are so right about being alive when you do exercise and exercising helps to produce all of that positive hormones - I recognised that I have always been soooo happy when I do more sport than nothing. I get soooo depress easily when I don't do sport. Especially my fav is to do jogging because I can breathing in fresh air from the forest and that the nature is really helping to sooth my emotion when I am in the forest. So, keep it up with the exercising, take care always and I pray for all the sweet, sweet blessings for you, dear Alesia! bye!

Sherry

yeah i am..
hm at tweleve i wish i would've known that everyones going to judge you no matter what, you're going to make mistakes, and even though people are "dating" at that age it's not real just wait and something great will happen to you when you can have a real relationship & that in middle school you make some of your most lasting high school friendships & that things are forgotten and not so dramatic

<3 amanda

thanx 4 da comment!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mkgtweety

thanks for the comment...

haha what an appropriate thing for me. working with middle schoolers, i realize now that its stupid to be so mean to people and hurt them with sh*tty insults over stupid things.

love love love

I wish I would've known that happiness comes from within and so does depression and anxiety.

thanks! i did check it out. watery eyes...again!

hows your mom doing?

i'm looking into to it too. i actually applied for one over the internet lol.

i live in the land of corn. whoot whoot :D

Yea I hope so

But whats done is done

no, i haven't. have you?

i figured i'd try either during or after college.

i don't even know how you get started on that sort of thing.

Hey, baby;

Don't you worry about that. I would not tell. You know the world is wonderful but also full of dangerous things, people and tragedy. You can never know, you see. But with me, you can put your trust. I am a mother of four and a wife - I care too for myself and my family. So, you don't need to concern about this matter, alright?

Your friend; Sherry

ya crayon colors

i was thinkin pink

purple and red would be nice too!!

thanx!!

Thanks for your comments!

Have a wonderful day!

Thank you

I'll try. This diary's only for my mad ventings when I get stupid and have feelings that are too stupid and embarrassing to say to anyone.

And she seems like a good role model... maybe I should listen to people like that.

xxxxx

Wow she sounds like an amazing person and its great that she broadcasted it to try and give others hope. It must have been really hard.

And I dont think ive read it although I have heard about it. Ill try and find it next time im at the library lol

xxx

hey thanks for the comments

my siblings are lame - they called their frog ENRIQUE! who the hell calls a frog enrique??

and i was just reading your diary. this person sounds amazingly inspirational..

xx

Thanks for the comment!

Yeah my older brother always tells me to stop buying books all the time, he doesn't understand that I keep the ones I know I'll read over and over. Plus, I like having my own books! =]

Zoey.

Some people out there has terrible fate and big problems than most of us ... So why do we all have to cry to complaint about our little problems? We are all whimpering babies, aren't we? I will check on who this Kris is. Sort of known that name before - but I will check on this. Say ... how are you by the way? I am just reached home and check on the mails; now checking on everybody but I have not the time to write my journal. My father has just gone home again to his homeland on Saturday and so this week I started to work again as usual. So, I do hope that you are okay over there and if there is anything that you need to talk with someone you can just drop by or send me an email mail2sheval@jesusanswers.com

Bye!

Sherry

i really did enjoy this entry.
thank you for suggesting i read it.
this remindes me a lot of my friend andrew
who passed away from cancer this year.
his life was a testimony to me
becuase through seeing his life end at 17
i learned to truely live.

thanks,
C.

thankyou for my comment,

yeah it is very refreshing; turning over a new leaf.

xoxx

i see that alot too.

Even once before, i told this girl she seemed so perfect. She told me she thought i was perfect and we both bursted out laughing

that sucks. i've never broken, sprained, or even remotely hurt anything, so i can't say that i know how ur feeling. get well soon!

~Destiny

I know how much you are hurting and I am very sorry for you loss...here is a poem that I hope will comfort you. 

Rainbow Bridge

Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge. When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.

All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor. Those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind. They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent. His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster. You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart. Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together....  Author unknown...

I so sorry to hear about your kitty.  It really breaks my heart.  I have 3 cats of my own and they are my best friends too.  Try to have comfort that she won't be hurting anymore.  I know it is hard. 

Hang in there

Juls

[jul1013]

my dog died 3 weeks ago, the pain is going away, but it's still there,

nothing will replace your cat, she'll always be in your heart.

Keep strong, she's really sick so stay with her for those last moments,

She'll miss you and you'll miss her, you're connected to eachother,

nothing will come between that, not even a new cat.

Keep strong

Hugs*

If you grow up in the dark jungle like me, you know you will encounter certain things that others don't. If people do not believe this, then they missed really something in their life. This kind of people are really boring type! LOL Just kidding. If you read my first entry (well, if you care to check on it) called 'Believing in the Supernatural' - you'll read about my scary experiences living in the jungle. I never forget that experiences and believe me ... something unknow is out there and I wonder .... Well. I wish you a nice day and hope to hear more of you soon! Have a nice weekend too!

ugh, that's creepy. me and my brother have always been really interested in ghosts and poltergeists so i probably would have loved the chance to be there.

aww...little kids are so cute until they grow up and turn bratty

thanx 4 the add! keep reading

cyberbullying is so cowardly. if u don't have the guts to personally tell someone something, don't tell them anything @ all.

yeah jason is cute (a haircut would be nice) and it's not fair that he can get by on loox. although brooke is kinda pretty. 

i guess its good to stay out of their way, but i dont think u should give them the authority to push u atound:)

i do believe that brooke should have definately been there longer than jason and maybe sayeesha. although, she's been doing well lately.

p.s. i'm pretty sure i've seen that dollar somewhere out there

all in due time...

Many people think they have found "love", but many have mistaken. You will find it, and when you do it, will be forever. I can remember being in your shoes so many years go (and I think just last week )  Why can't someone love me?  Then again, I look around and I see so many divorces and unhappy couples from those same people who have "found" love. No thanks. 

The one thing I have learned, the more you look the more it will elude you.  It will find you.  In the mean time, have fun.  Be young and free.  Live your life with the freedom of going out with your friends and making memories. 

You will eventually find a guy worth your love even if it isnt right now,...obviously you just arent meant to be in love with anyone that you know at the moment, so just give it time - patience is a virtue (even though im not one who has much patience, i know its worth trying at the end haha) ;)

Good luck!!!!

yeah it was sad and u could tell she knew she was leaving. remember how ramielle cried? that was sorta like w/brooke.

about paula....whatever she's on i'd like some too! ;D even my teacher mentioned that wierd mistake.

Something is definately up. It seems very suspicious. Maybe the guy forced her into it. Does he have a cell phone himself? If not, maybe he told her to steal yours for him. That could happen. You should definately tell someone about this. How are her parents taking it? Do they even know?

This must be a difficult thing to go through, but you'll think of something.

I think something IS up, but obviously, none  of us know what.

The important thing to remember is not to carry her world on your shoulders. it was her decision, and it is her turn to live with this mistake.
Being there for your friend is admirable, but don't take it to heart too much when this blows up in her face.

and p.s - yes she HAS gone crazy

that is sooo sad. i hate it when young girls throw their lives away for a guy. by marrying him, she's basically chosen what she's going 2 do for the rest of her live and she doesn't know if she'll regret it in ten years.

ps i don't think brooke did that well last night. the song (the one from shrek) was too low and didn't compliment her voice. the second one was pretty good though.

it was funny cuz i was thinking of shrek the whole time =]

I agree with grand pix.

its good that you decided not 2 be the godmother! I think you should speak to your friend about having children. Sit down and really discuss in in depth - how many kids she wants, when she wants to have them and how its going to change her life and how much of a responsibility it is. I mean sh*t, your responsible 4a human being - thats pretty crazy!

I feel for your friend babe, i hope that she comes to her senses rather sooner than later! Let me know how things go

mwa

RYN:  thanks for the comment.  I forgot to mention that I have been seeing a therapist for the past 6 years.  She calls situational depression....I can't see the sunlight behind the clouds. 

RYE:  Wow!  Not sure what to say about your friend.  I agree with you, I don't think she is mature enough.  I know that when I was 16, as much as I thought I knew, I realize now more than 20 years later, I still know nothing about love.  I hope that everything is okay with your friend.  The best that I can tell you, is let her live her life and you live yours.  Know that you are not her and you will not live with that regret.  You will have a much more fulfilled life than she. 

[jul1013]

In my opinion I think your friend is really out of her mind, but then again she just has to learn the hard way. I had a friend in the same position, and it put a strain on our friendship as well because I didnt agree with her actions. Unfortunately as a friend you can only be there as a supporter. Have u told her how u feel bout this?? Cos I had told my friend MANY times that she was crazy to get married (which led to our fall-out), and eventually when she got an annulment, I could tell her I told you so and be there 4her, but right now my advice to u is be a friend and explain how u feel but if shes really into this then u will just have to let her learn the hard way...even if it hurts her in the end. I don't mean any offence to your friend, I just feel that someone as young as your she, making such huge decisions, definitly needs some growing up to do. Marriage is for life, and her life hasnt even started yet!!

...But then again, this marriage could be one of those millions that really do work, which i highly doubt, but at least your friend is happy - thats the most important thing right!!?

Well good luck babe ;-P

Wow, that's a tricky spot. Does she really barely know the guy? Are you sure she's not joking? Talk to her seriously about it. Maybe talk to her parents, too? But some young marriages work out, remember that.

Hope I helped! <3

i TOTALLY agree with you...badminton is a super sexy sport!!  Yepp.   =) I would have kissed him. I love kissing. teheee.. loll.

for me the second one is true:) lists are so helpful, they make you feel better for some reason (or maybe its just me and my weirdness):) you seem interesting tho. The sixth one made me laugh:)

I need to ask something .... Can I add you to my Fav. list? Thank u!

This is really incredible ... it seems that everyone that I know here don't really have a nice time or day; everyone is gloomy. Is it the weather??? lol Anyway, I wish you all well and the luck. Try your best to do the best - just think positive and make a list of what things you want to do ... perhaps that would make you realise which or where or what part you are missing. If you found out that there are too many negative sides; then try to make a change for a new change, dear! So, wish you a nice Sunday!

 To find out how many visits you have had is very simple. Just type your diary name into the author search window to the left of your entry. It will locate your diary and give you the information under"Hits" (let me know if it doesn't work for you. I checked your diary before i came over, and i should be your 170th "Hit". And since you have had 8 entrys so far, that means that you are averaging about 21 hits per entry. Thats not bad for a beginner. If you stick around, you will probably be averaging 50 hits per entry before you know it. Good Luck.

Very funny entry. Horror stories at school is always popular - even my children would tell what horror stories they knew at school. Very funny when children can get excited over and then later came to me in my bedroom ... "Mummy, can we sleep here with you?" lol But the fact of horror is not really a good thing for children, you know. But how can I as one person avoid children from hearing or listening to such stories outside the house? Yeah ... not easy.

oh wow that must off been hard tho! your right! its likethe same situation!! my mums had it already beforee!! omg lol

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